Step 1: I admit I am a relapsing addict
Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
Well I managed not to break any of anything over the weekend. Which was a huge relief.
I have come to realize that I am a bicycle racing junkie. ‘I was trying to quit but these other people are making me.’ Yes the voice of reason on the other end of the telephone tells me they are your enablers, you go to them, because they encourage you to race bike.
Step 1: We admitted we were powerless over alcohol — that our lives had become unmanageable.
(more…)
Last week I my ‘attacks’ on the noon ride were brought back in seconds, my pain receptors had rejuvenated themselves, and I suffered all sorts of unknown pain. 3 days before that I went for a flat ride in the big ring, and had to turn back after 20 minutes, because my feeble, furry, legs just couldn’t hack it. Thank Goodness for 18 years of muscle memory.
